Memoirs from a Torn Diary II

 Note to self:

Sometimes it's not the past that haunts you,but it's you who haunt those virtual gaols cropped up from the exaggerations of your typical insecure mind.You justify like you are travelling back to your roots,But in the end what you are actually doing is Just shackling yourself into the graveyard of excruciating memories.You simply gets sucked into the perpetual detention of your misfortunes.

So,don't disguise your life as that of a scapegoat;as long as you yourself is a hunter!!!


21 April 2020

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